Let me see if I can figure this out

To Lose a Dear Friend: What words are there to lament my grief? There really are no words to say, all the condolences just seem so trite for the sorrow I wish to convey. Silence seems the only appropriate response  the only expression of heaviness my heart can endure; thoughts of you bring tears so bitter from whence this world you must depart I think of the mark you left on those you knew one of kindness, faithfulness and grace So that I cannot help but feel the powerful sting of death, as I anticipate your mark this place to say "dont go" I know is selfish when you have nothing left here but pain when I know that God will guide your soul to a place where sin can no longer stain But when God gives the world a treasure and it can only last for a short while, you take the time you have to care for it and cherish the hugs and the smiles But when it comes time for him to retrive that precious gift you can't help but repine Because you had a small taste of that presish soul t...

Wow I haven't been on here in a while. It's been about 8 years. I forgot I even had this blog. So I decided I wanted to write more about my experiences as a 30 something year old woman. Yup I think the last time I posted here I was 23 years old....oh so its been 8 years. I'm about to turn 31 on June 21st. So technically it's been 6 years since my last blog post but it's been 8 years of updates that I am behind on so that's what this is. So I guess first I will update on what has changed since I talked to you last. (you meaning no one lol). Still trying to figure life out, the only differences are my circumstances but I still feel a bit clueless in the grand scheme of things and understanding how they should work and knowing what my role is or should be in things. But anyway I guess it's safe to say 30 year old me, has a little more figured out than 23 year old me. For one I decided I wanted to get my LCSW (clinical social work license) and become a pract...